If only......

If only has crossed my mind alot of late. If only I didn't sleep so late. If only I had waited till it was on sale. If only I had paid more attention. If only I had more patience. If only I would have taken the time. I am a firm believer that things and people come into your life when they are suppose to as I have mentioned in another blog. So why am I thinking like this.

My thought to why this happening is that someone I am very close too will be leaving soon. Chances are we will, not unless by some miracle they come back to this place, I will eventually loose contact. Friends like this come once in a great while. The sad part is they have been here for alot longer than the time we have spent hanging out.

I can't even begin to tell you how much as a person I have grown and how much spiritually, intellectually and just an appreciation of life that I have acquired just knowing this person. I find it sad that people everyday set people aside because they are afraid of something different.

Traveling to a different drum has been they way that I have lived my life for the most part. It has brought me some life experiences that probably would have never crossed my path. I am very grateful and appreciative of this. For now I will put the if onlys aside and enjoy the experiences to come with my friend and cherish the memories when they are gone.