It's My Birthday........

Well today is the day and I surely think people are lying if they say they don't care about their birthday. Today is my day and there will dinner dancing drinking and fun fun fun. Even my horoscopes says so. Day is off to a good start birthday wishes started coming at 12am from the one who likes to think he is the center of the universe and have been coming all morning. O would it be a miracle if my one sister just called and wished me a Happy Birthday without the whoa is me crap just one day. Call me tomorrow and tell me your sad tale. Still haven't decided about dinner but at least all the kids are healthy enough that is should be an enjoyable evening and then out with the gf. Will fill you in on the details tomorrow if all goes well and I am thinking that it will.

Are you sure that it is not Thursday yet?

Well today started off like everyday walking at 6:oo am kids arriving kids going to summer school breakfast for the rest. But the important question of the day is where to go for birthday celebration tomorrow night after the dinner with the fam. A girlfriend and I are going out and we have not been out in ages. She promises since it is my birthday to be the designated driver this remains to be seen. It is strange after being married for well lets say what seems like forever cause to be honest I can never really remember how long it has been and the anniversary forget it. Isn't usually the man that can't remember. I am off from my night job till next Wednesday. (woohoo) Maybe I will go out more than just tomorrow night. Just depends since where do people in their 40's hang out? Okay that thought process is on hold, have child with fever to deal with and the rest of the day to get done and work tonight so there will be plenty of time for where to go what to wear. No wonder I don't go out much it is alot of work. Positive thinking now, I just might meet someone that will make it worth my while. After all we all need to let down our hair cause girls we know men certainly don't let the grass grow under their feet.

Could it be just the birthday blahs?

I figure today is as good a day as any to start a blog. You ever have a day that you feel like can it get any worse? Well I am having that kinda of week. Birthday blues maybe or the fact my youngest child has been sick for over a week and the doctor says it is just viral. There is a dinner celebration planned but truth be told I would rather skip it. If it were just gonna be my children it would be great. But due to their ages their father will be present since he is picking up the tab. Boy do I sound ungrateful. My sister called today and has given her excuses on why she can't do anything for me. What is different from years past? A call to say Happy Birthday would be plenty but then were is the drama in that. Back to the dinner. My children's father and I have been separated for the last four years but yet we still do certain things together birthdays, holdiday so on and so forth. It amazes me to listen to him talk about this so called good relationship we have. One day reality will set in. Yeah it is good as long as he is talking about himself so I just listen and listened for an hour and half. How does one tell someone else just give a divorce for my birthday that would the greatest present. Sad to say but I truly think that he without knowing it is reliving his parents relationship to a degree. But I suppose that is a whole other day to blog. I know I should just snap out of this funk and be thankful for my health, healthy children and the fact they have a father that cares enough to be involved.