You are not the only one........

I do not know what your problem is but I am not the one. I did not do this to you. I am no the one that ripped apart your world as you know it. So tell me why I am the first one you shit on! I am not and will never be your personal door mat. You make it hard to be your friend, but I stand by you. I know you are in pain and hurting. But you need to tell it to the person who has caused you this pain. I am beginning to think that it has gone on long enough. I worry about you when you don't even care about yourself. Why is that I have to accept your past and I am not suppose to have one? I would be the first to tell you to pick up the pieces and put them back together because that is where you belong. But courtesy is something you should remember. One day I will not pick up the phone and accept the excuses.