The abyss of what was.......

You make changes and work on yourself to separate from a the familiar to move forward. Because moving forward is how you change and grow. Right.....He tells you it will happen one day all be legal on paper. Ok fine whatever then get your foot out the door. Why do you keep it there. Is it you that cannot move forward? Why do you run so hot and cold? I am done I am moving on. Sorry I can't tell you this but I think you know it too. I think that you are afraid to see it, but you know it deep down in your being. I am there but I am not hanging on your every word. You want me to know what is going on so you address it with those close within ear shot hoping I will speak up and comment. I don't, not even so much as a head turn to acknowledge that you are speaking. You no longer need my approval to validate you, why are you still seeking it? The are too many shattered pieces to be put back together. Stop trying I stopped long ago. I am sure you could not tell me when that happened, can you? I will always say please, thank-you and be gracious because that is who I am. I want to lead by example and not feed on the emotional crumbs you throw every now and then. I will in turn take that which I was entitled to a long time ago and make no apologies in doing so. The door is barely cracked now and soon it will close and the cold harsh reality will set in. Can you live with the person you have become?