Men..............................

I have been separated for the last 4yrs and due to stupidity have not finished this relationship. Talk about letting something die a long tortured death! It amazes how they coming running if they think that you are gonna put them on the curb. I am not good enough to be married to and live in the same house but I am good enough to be his screw on demand. Well f**** that. I swear I hold my tongue way more than I should. I hope his dick falls off waiting for me to run over and do him. Congrats to those of you that can refrain being attracted to someone who is not available because that is my is my first adventure out to putting this tortured and slow death of relationship behind me. No wonder I have sworn off men. Believe me it is not all that deep. He (the other man) wants to know if I am falling in love with him.........please get a grip on yourself literally if you have to. It is what it is an affair that will end as quickly as it began. I have enough issues to deal with with having someone in my life full time. That is just too much I like my life with the exception of not being totally single.....but hey I consider myself single. Don't get me wrong I love men think are great but lets get real it is what is SEX.......not confused with what one calls love.